Dark hallow eyes stare back at me
The vision shakes and trembles with an uncertain resemblance.
What a terrible thing to hear – one’s goddess turn dark and destructive.
Cruel in things beautiful.
Harmful in things honest.
A prisoner of the angry gods I have become.
I stand alone, at the bottom of a stone column, dug earthly deep.
Waist deep I in the stale water, I hear no sound.
Not even my heart beat can be heard.
For I am dead.
Lost without my Light, I stand alone, forsaken and dead.
I recall to mind, the image of my goddess wrought with rage.
Seeing her anger and aggression to me.
…and then I understood.
What I saw and felt only that which I gave to others.
I can only blame myself.
We are eternal… as such, it is only a matter of time till our past catches up with us.
In my case I have come to see my own anger reflected back to me, from another.
From one I love.
From the one I’m devoted to.
I didn’t respond.
I sank.
Into the depths of this dark stone column, built deep within the Earth.
Surrendering to whatever forces of balance are at play.
2 comments:
December 27, 2008 at 3:22 PM
Hi there, karma is cruel, you know. This poetry makes me think of my fate. With Franz you are in good hands, I guess. Have you seen Rawn Clark's website? A truly great magician, as far as I can tell.
How to overcome bad karma? At first, time doesn't help. If you believe, it takes a lot of time, then it will take a lot of time.
Here it is, a gift from GOD, I guess:
http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=103649B15518A5AC
Desteni: How to be a portal
Well, I guess now you will have to kiss my feet for this. No, really that's not required.
god bless
December 29, 2008 at 11:04 PM
Thanks for the link and the input. The poem for me was a refernce to seeing someone close to me treat me as I treated others - yeah Karma. But it didn't make me feel worse to realize that, but to feel better... there's a document called Liber Librae that says basically in verse 2, embrace the bad things in your life and use them as strengths. seeing this bad reaction to me from someone I love, caused me to recognize where I need to work on my own life.
thanks again for the link
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